Hi Mijo, it's Mama!! It's been way too long since I've written to you. I'm using nana's computer since mine isn't up yet. I just wanted to let you know how much I miss you and how much I wish you were here with me. You mean the world to me and you always will. It still hurts Brandon and I've been doing a good job of covering up how I am really feeling. I know I shouldn't do that but it just hurts too much to let myself have those feelings. I want to be happy for you because I know you don't want Mama to be sad. In a way I think you are helping me too not be so sad. I've gotten a couple signs from you in the past couple of weeks and I want to thank you for that. I love you son with all my heart and I can't wait to see you again. Until we meet again my "Tweet heart" take care and say hi to baby James for me ok. Love you!!!!!!