Saturday * May 18, 2013 * 12:55 p.m. Hi Sweetpea, Here I am again....thinking of you as your birthday draws near. Your 9th birthday! I picture you as pretty tall for your age and quite handsome, with dark curly hair,long lashes, your pink cheeks and perfect nose! How I wish you were still here and coming over to visit this weekend. Tears well up just thinking of you...knowing you are not suffering helps ease the sorrow though. Yes, there is still sorrow and a void in my life. I know your Momma feels the same way and her sadness is greater as she carried you for 9 mos and loved you so well while you were here. Both she and your Dad did a great job taking care of you...I thank GOD that he allowed you to be my first born grandson. I was so lucky to have you in my life. Love you to the Moon and back and always will. Nana Dee