Hi Sweetpea, Another December has rolled around again and there's Christmas music everywhere. Whenever I hear Silent Night I remember the phrase "Sleep in Heavenly Peace" and you come to mind. I remember how you napped on my couch and I would just gaze at your peaceful, handsome face. For a short time, the seizures would stop as you slept and you looked perfect, like nothing was wrong with you. Today I saw a little boy about your age and for some reason I was watching him wave his little hands and they reminded me of your hands. They were about the same size. How I wish it had been you sitting next to me in church. It seems I envy others who have healthy and happy little boys. Lord help me not to dwell on the past, but on the future and watch over my sweetpea Brandon. Amen.