Friday * December 9, 2016 * 8:14 p.m. Hi Sweetpea, Its me checking in and I can't believe its December already! I haven't put up my tree, just a few decorations. I have made tamales, twice already and the last batch is on the stove. I have not shopped for presents, but plan to real soon. I am such a procrastinator! Anyway, I think about what I would buy you if you were still here. Some nice clothes perhaps, and a favorite toy or game. I wonder what your favorites would be. This I will never know. I plan on buying things for your sister Emily...and Jasmine. They are my only two grandchildren right now. Maybe I will have more when Marisa finds love and marries, but I will always carry you in my heart as my firstborn grand child. No wonder they call you grandchildren, because you are so special! When I first laid eyes on you in the nursery, there was a blond baby next to you in the next bassinette and although he was cute, he did not compare to you! You were such a pretty baby!! Marisa and I could not stop looking at you. We did not want to leave the window, but we eventually did, because she had school the next day and I had to work. I still have all these memories and I will never forget them...nor will I ever forget you little guy. Well, I gotta go check on the tamales....have sweet dreams on that fluffy little cloud you are perched on. Love you and miss you always and forever. Nana Dee